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又站在你家的门口　我们能重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候　还能多久

终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手　但我已不在　你心中

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧
是我沒有　陪在你身边当你寂寞時候
別再看着我　说着你爱過　別太伤痛
我不难过　这不算什么　只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让我走　让我开始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也会充滿我生活
我并不懦弱　你比谁都懂　虽然寂寞
这会是我　最后的宽容

终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔
虽然你还握著我的手　但我已不在　你心中

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧
是我沒有　陪在你身边当你寂寞時候
別再看着我　说着你爱過　別太伤痛
我不难過　这不算什么　只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让我走　让我开始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱　你比谁都懂　虽然寂寞
这会是我　最后的宽容

抱紧我　再抱紧我
这一份感动　请你让我　留在胸口
別再說　是你的錯
爱到了尽头　是非对錯　就让它随风
忘了所有　过得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧
是我沒有　陪在你身边当你寂寞時候
別再看着我　说着你爱過　別太伤痛
我不难過　这不算什么　只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

不要再说　或许这是最好的结果
现在分手　总好过你不愛我一拖再拖
松开你的手　离开你左右　我向前走
这会是我　真正的解脫

a knife just stabbed into it

starbucks is filled with people. (:

I couldn't believe what I've heard is actually what you've said. I dont know why do you said things like that. You make me feel like I'm a piece of shit who mean nothing to you, or in fact had ruined ur life, make you feel suffocated all these while.
Or maybe worse than a piece of shit, who had been bugging ur life, wasted ur time. I could not accept what you've said, even more, how you think. You've said what you think, make me couldn't believe you actually think like that.
I have thoughts wondering in my mind, we both know it doesn't make a difference anymore. But, I just couldn't expect things like these came out from you. Have you ever regret? Although I clearly know it doesn't make a difference anymore.
I dont deserve anything, maybe I dont even deserve to be deserved? Is there such thing? But this is how I felt right at this moment. I'm nothing but a trash to you. My existence made ur life terrible.
It was a mistake from the beginning.
I could take it no more.



numb.


-----
edited*


couldn't believe, couldn't expect what I've read, what you've said, what you felt.

please allow me to concentrate on you, finals.




Continue with Monster's 18th part 2. FYI, Monster is Mon Wei. But i think she prefers people to call her monster. RIGHT? haha.
But before that, Happy Deepavali everyone, today's my big day claimed by my lame friends. Hoong, Ken Yee, Wai Chun and Victoria. They'll know why its my big day lol.

Monster's bday continued with lunch at FULLHOUSE, NZX located at Ara Damansara. That place was awesome, nuff said.
Me being the lovable friend of her's went to search for that ulu place on Friday with the help of Ewin and Symone accompanying me. Reservation was made as well for 10 pax, but the next day, double of the amount of people were there. lol.



Friday afternoon.

Picture credit goes to Ewin.





That somehow sums up my Saturday. Tiring!




p/s: one last week, and college ends =(






Where shall I start. Monster's 18th part 1.


Surprised her by sneaking into her living room middle of the night. Her mom then called her downstairs, she was actually sleeping *poor monster* haha. The moment she walked down the stairs, her screamed is priceless la lol. but thats the main purpose righttt!


special thanks to her mum to helped us in this surprise party, and thank you for all who made it there to surprise this monster. lol


picture credit goes to Mich Kong (:







am i bad?









Just a recap of last week.




I'm officially stressed up thank you.



We had our very-miserable 2 days break after our Mock exam. Which is on the Monday and Tuesday. We're off to Redbox on Monday along with yinmun, monster, symone and one more friend! (:
Its been a looong time since I've stepped in! ha! We sang our throat out, laughed like monkeys, cam-whored like bimbo's. haha, we should have more of this outings!


After our toilet cam-whore session, Monster met her Taylors friend which so happened their room was beside ours. So we went in and said HI HI. What a small world eh.




Okay I should get my ass back to Chemistry. BYE!



I'm actually afraid to get back my results! zomg! which is not a good thing!





yam cha session at ss2, secret recipe.
together with yinmun and ewin and camera hahaha.
camera=camwhore.
credit goes to Ewin. Thank youuu!















WHY IS IT SO HARD TO USE A CS3 PHOTOSHOP? ARGH!



happy holidays to Ausmat-ians. LOL



another 3 more weeks to finals! AHHH :/



AHHHHHH! Mocks ENDED, wee :D


Last 2 paper was killing. and tragedy happened during chemistry exam hahaha.
Anyway i had my 13 hours of sleep after exam. sweeeeeeet! (:


Another tragedy happened yesterday night. Wanted to go home after supper with terence, but there was this car double parked behind us. SO, we honked for 15 minutes. AND THEN, people came and help us to look for the owner, *i think they felt annoyed cause we honked so long* haha , AFTER HALF AN HOUR, those people had no idea where the hell did that brainless driver went, so they left us there. AFTER 45 minutes, that lady/bitch/brainless woman came to collect her car. so happen she was just 200meter away from our car. WTH =.=


bitch: sorry sorry
me: half an hour you know? half an hour
bitch: oh half an hour ar. sorry sorry
-______-


Recap of the week , Moo destressing during our study session. haha

又站在你家的门口　我们能重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候　还能多久

终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手　但我已不在　你心中

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧
是我沒有　陪在你身边当你寂寞時候
別再看着我　说着你爱過　別太伤痛
我不难过　这不算什么　只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让我走　让我开始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也会充滿我生活
我并不懦弱　你比谁都懂　虽然寂寞
这会是我　最后的宽容

终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔
虽然你还握著我的手　但我已不在　你心中

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧
是我沒有　陪在你身边当你寂寞時候
別再看着我　说着你爱過　別太伤痛
我不难過　这不算什么　只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让我走　让我开始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱　你比谁都懂　虽然寂寞
这会是我　最后的宽容

抱紧我　再抱紧我
这一份感动　请你让我　留在胸口
別再說　是你的錯
爱到了尽头　是非对錯　就让它随风
忘了所有　过得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧
是我沒有　陪在你身边当你寂寞時候
別再看着我　说着你爱過　別太伤痛
我不难過　这不算什么　只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

不要再说　或许这是最好的结果
现在分手　总好过你不愛我一拖再拖
松开你的手　离开你左右　我向前走
这会是我　真正的解脫

a knife just stabbed into it

starbucks is filled with people. (:

I couldn't believe what I've heard is actually what you've said. I dont know why do you said things like that. You make me feel like I'm a piece of shit who mean nothing to you, or in fact had ruined ur life, make you feel suffocated all these while.
Or maybe worse than a piece of shit, who had been bugging ur life, wasted ur time. I could not accept what you've said, even more, how you think. You've said what you think, make me couldn't believe you actually think like that.
I have thoughts wondering in my mind, we both know it doesn't make a difference anymore. But, I just couldn't expect things like these came out from you. Have you ever regret? Although I clearly know it doesn't make a difference anymore.
I dont deserve anything, maybe I dont even deserve to be deserved? Is there such thing? But this is how I felt right at this moment. I'm nothing but a trash to you. My existence made ur life terrible.
It was a mistake from the beginning.
I could take it no more.



numb.


-----
edited*


couldn't believe, couldn't expect what I've read, what you've said, what you felt.

please allow me to concentrate on you, finals.




Continue with Monster's 18th part 2. FYI, Monster is Mon Wei. But i think she prefers people to call her monster. RIGHT? haha.
But before that, Happy Deepavali everyone, today's my big day claimed by my lame friends. Hoong, Ken Yee, Wai Chun and Victoria. They'll know why its my big day lol.

Monster's bday continued with lunch at FULLHOUSE, NZX located at Ara Damansara. That place was awesome, nuff said.
Me being the lovable friend of her's went to search for that ulu place on Friday with the help of Ewin and Symone accompanying me. Reservation was made as well for 10 pax, but the next day, double of the amount of people were there. lol.



Friday afternoon.

Picture credit goes to Ewin.





That somehow sums up my Saturday. Tiring!




p/s: one last week, and college ends =(






Where shall I start. Monster's 18th part 1.


Surprised her by sneaking into her living room middle of the night. Her mom then called her downstairs, she was actually sleeping *poor monster* haha. The moment she walked down the stairs, her screamed is priceless la lol. but thats the main purpose righttt!


special thanks to her mum to helped us in this surprise party, and thank you for all who made it there to surprise this monster. lol


picture credit goes to Mich Kong (:







am i bad?









Just a recap of last week.




I'm officially stressed up thank you.



We had our very-miserable 2 days break after our Mock exam. Which is on the Monday and Tuesday. We're off to Redbox on Monday along with yinmun, monster, symone and one more friend! (:
Its been a looong time since I've stepped in! ha! We sang our throat out, laughed like monkeys, cam-whored like bimbo's. haha, we should have more of this outings!


After our toilet cam-whore session, Monster met her Taylors friend which so happened their room was beside ours. So we went in and said HI HI. What a small world eh.




Okay I should get my ass back to Chemistry. BYE!



I'm actually afraid to get back my results! zomg! which is not a good thing!





yam cha session at ss2, secret recipe.
together with yinmun and ewin and camera hahaha.
camera=camwhore.
credit goes to Ewin. Thank youuu!















WHY IS IT SO HARD TO USE A CS3 PHOTOSHOP? ARGH!



happy holidays to Ausmat-ians. LOL



another 3 more weeks to finals! AHHH :/



AHHHHHH! Mocks ENDED, wee :D


Last 2 paper was killing. and tragedy happened during chemistry exam hahaha.
Anyway i had my 13 hours of sleep after exam. sweeeeeeet! (:


Another tragedy happened yesterday night. Wanted to go home after supper with terence, but there was this car double parked behind us. SO, we honked for 15 minutes. AND THEN, people came and help us to look for the owner, *i think they felt annoyed cause we honked so long* haha , AFTER HALF AN HOUR, those people had no idea where the hell did that brainless driver went, so they left us there. AFTER 45 minutes, that lady/bitch/brainless woman came to collect her car. so happen she was just 200meter away from our car. WTH =.=


bitch: sorry sorry
me: half an hour you know? half an hour
bitch: oh half an hour ar. sorry sorry
-______-


Recap of the week , Moo destressing during our study session. haha

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