a big decision i've made
yesterday was the third day of school and i skipped class.. FYI.. dats not my intention.. due to i caught in a high fever and sore throat dats why i terponteng school without telling my friends.. and i am here to apologize to vic! sorry girl, couldn't msg u cuz i really got no streght to wake up n type msg! hehe.. and also i did not went to soc meeting today cuz i didn't noe there was a meeting.. swtnyer..until wai chun msg me only i noe.. =/
as for the first day of school till now.. i really felt lost.. i never had this decision before.. this situation forced me to make this big decision..conclusion, i made a big decision! i would not mind how the way they treat me anymore, i would not mind how they act that i'm invisible, i would not mind ending everything just like that although we noe each other for 3years plus, i would'nt bother asking what is going on between us, i also would'nt mind they are not talking to me anymore, further more, i could live without them!
i used to say sorry and forget all the fights and arguements between us. from now on..i mind saying sorry, i mind to put every blame on myself, i just want to be comfortable to whom i'm with right now.. i would not talk bout the past or bring out the past and argue with them, as long as they tell me what the fucking hell is going on or i'll act nothing happened and i dont give a damn whether they are still my friends or not!
till then, i'm not a stupid bitch anymore..tata
oh btw, i got no voice to talk right now due to my sore throat and that is so sad.. =(
i ate porridge for two days already and i'm sicked of it! =/
06 January 2007 @ 6:51 PM
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